Monday, December 29, 2014


This is the moment
When lightning strikes my heart
Electricity surges
And we wonder
With our souls on highs
We live for this moment
When the heavens crash down
And pain is no more
I feel the warmth of every touch
Like an aurora 
You surround me
The longer we anticipate 
The more it pounds
Feel the base
In the pit of our being
Just knowing this feeling
Is terrifying
But at least now I know
Where my heart belongs

Ignorance of reality

I believe there comes a time when we all begin to live, not in a physical existence but in a dream. So attached to ideals that the light is dimmed in reality. Consumed by deamons even attempts of expulsion can't contain. Desires of pleasure and false hope. Imaginary love fooled by loneliness. We cant know love without knowing the existance of immortality and omnipotence. The one true creator of the sky, earth, and of actuality of existence. So we live in these lies. Longing for this falsity. Unaware of our own ignorance to reality.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014


The instant I met you
changed in me
You plague my mind
In the best way imaginable
My heart whispers your name
With magnificent joy
Every emotion intensified
I smile silently in awe
Of this feeling you evoke in me
And this burning feeling 
in the back of my eyes
Reminds me of love
And how I choose you 
Ever over comfort
Because you are my comfort
Your voice like silk
Lifting my spirits
With every breath I can hear you take
Your presence like a gift
That gives me the courage 
To look fear in the eye
Calms the anxiety within my mind
And strengthens everything good 
That I aspire to be

Tuesday, December 16, 2014


Sometimes we don't understand and sometimes we get overwhelmed. Sometimes life crashes down around our very existence.  But in the end the tragedies aren't what make us, they shape us but can never define us.  Everyone copes in different ways. And sometimes god answers prayers in mysterious ways.