Highs

This is the moment

When lightning strikes my heart

Electricity surges

And we wonder

With our souls on highs

We live for this moment

When the heavens crash down

And pain is no more

I feel the warmth of every touch

Like an aurora 

You surround me

The longer we anticipate 

The more it pounds

Feel the base

In the pit of our being

Just knowing this feeling

Is terrifying

But at least now I know

Where my heart belongs

Ignorance of reality

I believe there comes a time when we all begin to live, not in a physical existence but in a dream. So attached to ideals that the light is dimmed in reality. Consumed by deamons even attempts of expulsion can't contain. Desires of pleasure and false hope. Imaginary love fooled by loneliness. We cant know love without knowing the existance of immortality and omnipotence. The one true creator of the sky, earth, and of actuality of existence. So we live in these lies. Longing for this falsity. Unaware of our own ignorance to reality.

Presence

The instant I met you

Somethingunexplainable 

changed in me

You plague my mind

In the best way imaginable

My heart whispers your name

With magnificent joy

Every emotion intensified

I smile silently in awe

Of this feeling you evoke in me

And this burning feeling 

in the back of my eyes

Reminds me of love

And how I choose you 

Ever over comfort

Because you are my comfort

Your voice like silk

Lifting my spirits

With every breath I can hear you take

Your presence like a gift

That gives me the courage 

To look fear in the eye

Calms the anxiety within my mind

And strengthens everything good 

That I aspire to be

Sometimes

Sometimes we don't understand and sometimes we get overwhelmed. Sometimes life crashes down around our very existence.  But in the end the tragedies aren't what make us, they shape us but can never define us.  Everyone copes in different ways. And sometimes god answers prayers in mysterious ways.